I love him, but he made me think he doesn't really love me. he's been deceived and disappointed by the girl in his past. he's scare of being in love (i think) or just traumatized by the past. helooo, im not that kind of girl. he sounds like he never believe me anyway. that is so hurtful to me, somehow i feel like im being like HIM and he was the b*tch from his past who dumped him. it's not fair for me, i feel like he could dumped me like a TRASH in every second while my brain can not stop thinking about him. should i love him half-heartily like he did to me and more careless, or love him whole-heartily and being hurt like this? honestly, it's torturing me.
i need to know, is he really will do anything for me? like what will i do for him (of course except anything which is forbidden in Holy Quran). and what im thinking is, he didn't love me, just lusted me and my look. not my personality and my caring for him. he thinks girls are taking anything from a boy. but does he ever thought that i ever think boys are just taking anything from a girl??
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