waiting in stupidity... i know he's no good for me... naba said that too -_- but why this is really tortured me. thinking of u... by katy perry so flying me all day just heard that song over and over.
i want to confes sumthing. idk if i love him or not. pokoknya i HAVE NO lust for him.. NEVER.. maybe bcs he's over weight or whatever. that's why i just need him to be slim, just for proving if im a normal girl or not. he has a cute face actualy but zero for body. it's not turning me on at all ._.
rendy just tell me his love story this afternoon. and im just -_-; oh my story so far away from him. he's seriously insane lol. idk if lust in love is just obvious or not. yeah boys and girls are different yah.
klo dya bisa lebih dewasa, bisa ngerti klo gw ga suka di kekang. -_- dan cuek dikit la ke gw, biar gw penasaran. BISA ngerti gw. susah deh nemu orang kae gitu. ga perlu gombal, karena ga akan ada efek apa pun ke gw klo soal itu. i want to have a private love ship. ga harus buru-buru di kenalin kesana kemari dulu. jelas2 belom punya chemistry apa-apa. ato yg kuat la yah. ga usah serius dulu la gitu.
my best friend are my boy friends now, when im down they listen to me, they understand me, they love me what the way i am. *sigh
and IM STILL THINKING OF U..
if i were bella, maybe my story is the "New Moon"
my edward will gone. and jacob... even i love him, but it's different with edward forever