huf today was the last day for sp -_- (short semester) for remark our bad score at last semester i took 3 classes whici is SO HEAVY for me actualy. it's fisika II, matematika II, and kimia organik..

urhg i need some support i know im not really smart lyk those people but ughhh i hate being dumb ass lyk this. no one will help me put, okay forget abt udin i mess her life so much. and arty? idk i think she hates me ryt now, just lyk estri and nova.

and i just being avoided by all people. they know im not praying. and MIPA (my faculty) is surrounded by moeslem frek oh god if they know im hedon, and often takeout my veil idk. maybe they will hate me forever. im so depressed ryt now. i have no one for 'bertumpu' i need it so bad.

dulu sma masih ada riju, seakarang? ga ada. ga ada yg bakal terus nyemangatin dan nemenin gw dan menjawab segala pertanyaan gw ketika gw pengen nanya. ato ngajarin gw ketika gw pengen belajar. all i know this far just for having fun *sigh* even i forget what is Acantina fulica right spell (oh it's a keong) argh whatever aish.

i forget all the plant morphology. i mess my study AISHHHH and i have no friends! lol eh ga juga.. ugh u know my best friends ARE lebih HEDON dari gw, yg atu jilbab ga pernah solat juga, sisanya batak kresten semua... apa lagi sahabat terdekat gw, dy kresten mana lah gw inget solat tiap hari..... ddr-an teross

adooh hidup kaco bgt seeh, gw nemu banyak kesialan jadinya D: aduh kesel bgt gw ama diri sendiri.... pengen ngaji lagi, gw beener2 ga ngerti agama lage -______________- *suicide* aduh ya allah masih sudi buat ngasih hidayah sekali lagi ke tiwie? adooh setres ih mau uas lage aduuh.. ♥ Shout (1)