
im so confused. this is it. we are over. i love him as my brother nothing more. and it's enough i guess. please. the only thing i want just being iklas with him, why he seems LOVE to flirting me so much. i hate that. duh... it messed me up.
okay. just accept the reality. i know there'll be a lot of my true edward come lol. can i think something different beside GUYS.
gah. i wish i can fallin love with a girl ryt know. but hell no la lol. i haven't meet him. the one that i search for a long time a go. the one who i always waiting. in a silence heart and a deep mind.